I Lost My Drive After I Got A Job

Since high school, 5 years ago, I've always been trying to be an entrepreneur, I've always loved the freedom of creativity of it. Don't like something? You're the boss, change it. Wanna try something new? Who's there to stop you, do it.

I finished college 3 years ago, and after college basically all my ideas failed. To the point i ran out of them, totally defeated, hell even my self confidence was ruined because i poured my soul into the works i was aiming for. I always was hesitant to get a job because i was afraid I'd get used to the comfort zone of having a stable paycheck, and i was absolutely right lol.

I've been working for 4 months now, for a salary that's just way too good for a guy in my age, trying entrepreneurship basically gave me so many skills that i don't just do what I'm told, i state my opinion and give recommendations, and boss usually listens to me (for what concerns my part of the business), hell almost %90 of the employees were let go a month ago because business wasn't going to plan, i even survived that thanks to babysitting the business like it's my child (I'm envious they have it, like a babysitter wishing to have it's own kid lmao)

After getting a job i didn't stop, I'm still working on side hustles, but for the past 2 months i feel like I'm an empty shell, just doing stuff for money,

I'm not excited about life anymore (I'm not suicidal or smth, life is too interesting to rage quit now), i had more drive and excitement when i was broke, i basically can't hit the gym, i can't work on side hustles, i just can't push myself to work on something new, work steals the energy from me every single day. My life is somewhat comfortable now, and i fucking hate it, i miss the anxiety of failing a new idea, i miss that pebble in my shoes, I miss the uncertainty of life...