I Need Help- Housing Support

Hi, I am a 19 year old female. I am in an abusive environment at home and I need to leave ASAP. I have been trying to leave for years without any success. I’m looking for resources that do extremely subsidized housing for people with barriers.. I work a minimum wage job but the shifts are inconsistent. Sometimes I don’t even make $1000 in a month.. but one of my coworkers is leaving so I should be able to have a more consistent cash flow shortly. I am constantly looking for and applying to other various kinds of jobs. I am going to apply for student loans for help with living costs.. I have applied for grants etc.. I am a full time university student. I am on waitlists for other kinds of support.

I struggle with mental health and I am a recovering addict who is an active member of recovery. I go to therapy every week and do the work.

I am mentioning all of this to paint a picture as to what I do to try and leave and make enough money. I am constantly trying and I just have a lack of resources please if you know of any places that may be able to help me, let me know. I am looking for independent living not shared housing.
I am responsible and have commitments I consistently follow.

I truly cannot live here much longer. The psychological abuse I have endured for YEARS is really getting to me. I’m grieving my boyfriend due to suicide and this environment is NOT healthy or stable for me. It never has but it’s just getting worse. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I’m sorry if this comes across as desperate but I really fucking need help.