Why Setting Boundaries Feels Like Risking Everything (and What Your Father Wound Has To Do With It)

If setting boundaries makes you feel guilty, selfish, or terrified of disappointing someone, an unhealed father wound might be part of the reason.

When the person who was supposed to protect you did not, you can grow up without the sense that you are even allowed to say no.

In this episode of The Terri Cole Show, I want to walk through how the father wound influences your boundaries, the different father archetypes and the specific boundary struggles each one creates, and why so many of us never learned we were allowed to protect ourselves in the first place.

You have a right to your boundaries. I wrote a whole book on father wounds and another on boundaries called Boundary Boss, and the truth is they are separate parts of the same conversation.

High-functioning codependency is part of it too. So part of what we are sorting out today is what is actually yours to carry, because when your boundaries are disordered, you often feel overly responsible for how other people feel and what they want.

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Why We Have Disordered Boundaries When We’re Father Wounded

Most women, father wounded or not, were never taught how to set boundaries effectively. This includes knowing how to protect ourselves emotionally and otherwise. If the person who was supposed to be our number one protector didn’t do that job, what do we learn? We learn that maybe we’re not people who are worth protecting. If your own father wasn’t worried about you, then maybe you weren’t worth being worried about.

We go through life after that without the skills to protect ourselves. We prioritize pleasing because that may be how we stayed safe in our childhood homes. Or how we got positive attention. I had an emotionally absent father. Achieving was one way I could ensure that, even though the attention would be brief, it would at least happen.

Many of us learned to be easy and ‘go along to get along’.

And the good news in healing your father wound is that you don’t have to do that anymore.

Your Specific Father Wound

Every father wound is a worthiness wound. Whether you were ignored or abused, there is an unworthiness that comes along with it. But we all have different wounds, and certain ones make certain boundaries more difficult.

If you had an absent father, saying no or disappointing someone can feel like risking more abandonment. That was my case. You may prioritize keeping connection over protecting yourself.

If you had a critical or controlling father, you may fear getting it wrong. You may have difficulty trusting yourself enough to say, this is what works for me. If you’re a chameleon, if you’re afraid to make decisions, a lot of this can stem from having an overly critical or controlling father.

If you had an emotionally distant father, having needs can feel risky. Asking to be seen, heard, known can feel like you’re being too much.

If you had an abusive father, setting boundaries could have been dangerous. In your adult relationships, complying becomes about safety. In childhood, there was no choice. The only choice was survival. The ways we responded to our childhood experiences were adaptive at the time. This is how we kept ourselves connected or safe.

If you had an unreliable or dependent father, where you became the person he depended on, taking care of someone else was your job. Knowing what you are meant to carry can be confusing. Saying no can feel like abandoning someone.

If you had a narcissistic father, where your needs were dismissed, or there was no time for them because his needs took priority, it can be hard to trust that your needs even matter. What you learned is that your needs don’t matter. That transfers easily into adult relationships.

If you had a passive father and assertiveness wasn’t modeled for you, advocating for yourself can be difficult.

If you had a favoritism father who favored one sibling, you may have focused on earning approval or proving you’re worthy of being chosen. Setting limits or saying no might not have felt available to you. When you’re looking to be chosen, you’ll self-abandon into doing what the other person wants because you’re so desperate to be chosen. It’s painful.

It All Comes Back to the Same Things

No matter which archetype resonated with you, the boundary issues come back to the same things. Learning to protect ourselves, knowing and honoring needs, and being able to disappoint other people.

Cheryl Richardson wrote a book called Let Me Disappoint You. As we heal our father wound, we realize it’s okay if we disappoint other people. It’s not okay if we endlessly and consistently abandon ourselves. You’ll never build the life you want if it’s built on your self-abandonment.

Journal Prompts to Start

I’m going to give you a few journal prompts (and my answers!) to start here, and you can grab the rest at terricole.com/guide.

When I had needs growing up, how did my father respond? For me, I never told my father. I think by the time I was 13, when my parents got divorced, I had maybe exchanged 50 words with my father. And he lived in the house. He just never talked.

What happened when I disagreed with him or said no? I wouldn’t know because I never would have. We were too scared.

Was it safe to disappoint my father? Not for me.

Did my father protect me, or did I learn that I had to manage things on my own?

I learned I had to manage things on my own at a very young age. I was all about protecting other people, protecting my sisters, protecting my friends. Part of that was a reaction to not having a protector of my own. And how exhausted I was by the time I became an adult. It takes so much bandwidth.

This Work Is For You

You don’t need to talk to your father about healing a father wound. You don’t need his permission or his participation. You can love your father and still do this work. He may have disappointed you, and you can still love him. We can’t whitewash what happened or pretend it didn’t because things are better now. This is your healing work to do separate from him.

It doesn’t matter how you got here. Maybe you found this because you have disordered boundaries and don’t feel like you have a father wound. Maybe you know you have an unhealed father wound. The first step is the same: raising your awareness about what you experienced and being honest about it.

Go to fatherwoundbook.com to pre-order the book and sign up for the free virtual retreat. And grab the journal prompts at terricole.com/guide.

Terri Cole Answers Your FAQs From The Week’s Blog

Why do I feel so guilty when I set a boundary?
If you have an unhealed father wound, setting boundaries can trigger deep fears of abandonment, rejection, or losing the relationship altogether. You may have learned as a child that keeping the peace was how you stayed safe. That guilt is often a signal that you’re doing something new, not something wrong.

What does my father wound have to do with my boundaries?
The person who was supposed to be your protector didn’t do their job. So you may have learned that you weren’t worth protecting. You may have learned to please, comply, and go along to get along. Those are the opposite of having healthy boundaries. The connection is direct.

Can I heal my father wound without talking to my father?
Yes. You don’t need his permission, his participation, or even a conversation. This work is for you. You can love your father and still acknowledge that he was disappointing. We can’t whitewash what happened just because things are better now.

How do I know what type of father wound I have?
Think about how your father responded when you had needs, disagreed with him, or disappointed him. Was he absent, critical, emotionally distant, abusive, unreliable, narcissistic, passive, or did he play favorites? Each of these creates different boundary challenges, but they all come back to the same things: learning to protect yourself, honoring your needs, and being able to disappoint others.